Levi Brinkkoeter - Programmer

Its all about your attitude, and lately my attitude has been dragging me down. It took a friend to open my eyes and try to make a change in my daily disposition. I am such a slacker and loner in my natural state but that only leads to the same boring life day after day. Time to start living it up, doing something that makes me happy even if I may feel foolish at times. Im sure everyone goes through it I have just been putting it off trying to avoid it. Im tired of it, life is passing me by and I wave it on. Time for a change, any little personal victory will help my overall emotional state, but sticking to my plan is the tricky part.  It is so easy to fall into old habits, never taking that leap but it will get me nowhere. I guess I have been thinking without money to do things I cant have fun. I have plenty I can do without spending a dime, spending time with my dogs is the most important and most negelected at this point. I have three dogs yet hardly take them out, and bad things happen when my dogs are left to their own devices. I need to be the pack leader for my pack and for myself, hopefully it will overflow into other areas of my life. I love my dogs and they are so good to put up with my slacking ownership methods thus far, I cant afford to brush them off. Back in Texas we would take long bike rides and all loved it, here in Florida I dont feel as safe taking them on a bike, but rollerblades are in our future. I just need to find a pair to fit my size 15 foot and learn how to rollerblade so im confident enough to take them with me. My lab, Lola has been with me since the beginning, about 6 years now and I can tell she misses our long rides wearing her out. We used to go about a mile or two with her doing most of the work, then head home and jump in the pool to cool off. No more pool but she still needs the exercise. Time for me to get up, get out and get something.